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Sunday, May 5, 2013

Chastity Lynne gobbles on a black beast - Free Porn Videos - YouPorn

Bitch was wastin the dick at first, but then she found her stride.  Was about to call on all my bottoms to tell her to move da fukk out da way.  LOL

Hey everybody.  Miss ya'll.


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Sunday, September 23, 2012

Just a Silly Bitch...

Sometimes I wonder what goes through people's minds when it comes to separation and divorce.  I'm starting to think that my way of handling things must be completely ass-backwards.  Of course, Gargamel and I are taking each other through some stupid shit.  Hell, our separation and pending divorce have already put the kids in a weird and uncomfortable place.  So I'm thinkin that we prolly don't need to do any extra shit to fuck them up.  Apparently, that's not the way things are supposed to be done.  Cuz this bitch is wildin out every chance she gets.  Whenever she gets off one chain, she finds another one to jump on and off again.

Now here's the list of Gargamel attempts to fuck with a nigga.

An angry bitch asks me to leave my crib......
A greedy bitch asks me to continue to pay for the car she drives that I OWN....
A vindictive bitch gets me fired from my job.....
A stupid bitch gets my truck towed......
A sneaky bitch is tryna use my kids to manipulate me....

And on top of that, a bitch is mad that I've moved on.....REALLY???? Where da fukk to they do that??

Now.....I get it.  I played my part.  Let the marriage dissolve to a really low level of fucked-up-ness; Fucked up so we would eventually be forced to split.  I get it.  But when are adults supposed to think about their children??  Some things have already happen.  I don't understand why bitches are determined to make the lives of their children worse.  Tellin them shit that should be discussed between adults; talkin to them negatively about their father;  tryna make them choose.

On the flip side.  I never say anything to my children about Gargamel's sick ass mindset.  I never make negative comments.  I may smirk when they tell me some of the stupid shit she does.  But I support her and defend her to our children.

Hopefully some of this dumb shit will go away.  I hope the bitch realizes that I'm not gonna give her the attention she seeks.  I'm not gonna respond to dumb shit.  And when she pulls inappropriate, bitch shit, another bitch of mine is gonna be callin her.  The one with ESQUIRE at the end of her name.  And HER ASS is one fine ass, sexy, intelligent, eloquent, cut-yo-fukkin-throat, vindictive, win-at-all-cost type bitch.

Keep playin Gargamel.  Silly bitch.

Sunday, September 2, 2012

Squirter - Pornhub.com

When you got kids, you notice all kinds a shit.  And this bitch looks like Sam from iCarly.  LOL.

Squirter - Pornhub.com

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Dream Puttin in Work - Pornhub.com

This is why I need to stay focused on the muuhfukkin task at hand when it's time to write a blog entry.  Every time I get started on an entry, something in my spirit pulls my dumb ass to porn.  Sooooo, this shit called me this morning.  Turns out, it's kinda nice.  Not a fan of Dream in the past, but maybe I will be.....

Enjoy!

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Friday, August 3, 2012

Shit Doesn't Make Sense....

Sometimes I can't seem to figure this shit out.  The pieces of this puzzle don't fit together.  The answer to my questions don't seem to come, and when they do, the shit doesn't make sense.  Am I that bad of a person?  Did I fuck up somewhere along this journey?  Why doesn't shit ever seem to go well for a nigga?  Some of the questions I've been asking myself for the last few months.  Shit doesn't make sense.


I'm living alone with a place that has enough space to accomodate the kids.  Can barely afford that shit, but I'm in there.  Only working a part-time gig.  Not complaining, but keeping up with bills is harder than a muufukka.  Ministry is pretty much non-existent.  I don't do anything in church, except go.  A nigga is broke, hungry, and still tryna get used to being in a quiet house when the kids aren't there.

I won't complain about the shit, because I asked for it.  Gargamel has driven me fukkin crazy.  I got a pretty strong fukkin sense of dislike for that silly bitch.  When I see her, I get that feeling in the pit of my stomach that confuses me.....am I bout to shit or throw up???  Either way, that is a problem.  DAYUM!!!  Now when we split, she decided to contact the pastor of the church that had a nigga employed part-time and share shit that only involved us.  Some of it true, and some of it not so true.  Nonetheless, the bitch played her cards right, because the pastor, my pastor, my "spiritual father", my friend, my "covering" (as we call it), gave me the boot.  No notice, no cut in pay.  "We don't agree with what you did and you're outta here."  Ironically, they wanted me to come to the church and not serve in the capacity that they hired me.  Did I mention that the church is an hour and a half away??  Come sit and do nothing after you just cut half of my annual salary?  Don't go find work elsewhere??? WTF?????  Miss me with that bullshit.  Does THAT shyt make sense??

Imma have to dedicate another entry that speaks to how my gross disappointment in the circus that we have turned the church into disgusts a nigga.  I know!!!  Cuz I was a part of the bullshyt.  Yeah......friends and ministry don't mix.  Cuz at the end of the day, muufukkas always judge you.  Mixed feelings about that situation.  I'll tell you this......we, the church, are some heartless bitches that hide behind our authority and make people feel bad for needing help.  That doesn't make sense!!

Anyway, I digressed.....

Every penny a nigga gets is going toward my youngins.  Wouldn't have it another way.  About to get another gig to make sure their education and other needs are taken care of.  Sometimes a nigga doesn't eat.  I might role through Kwasi's crib (see Kwasi:  My Ride or Die).  That nigga always makes sure I'm good.  Plus, he's my True Blood/Newsroom groupie partner.  If I don't go see him and there's nothing to eat, oh well.  My kids need there shit.  So when Gargabitch leaves them there with no grub, they call me.  And I do what da fukk I gotta do to make sure they eat, or get where they need to be, or just chill with me.

Now, I love providing for my kids.  But trust, shit is tight.  So at the end of the day, a nigga don't need Gargamel fukkin wit me.  WHAT MORE DOES DA BITCH WANT??  First, you get a nigga fired. And now a bitch is still fukkin wit me???  And why does she think that shit makes sense??

My car note hasn't been paid in forever.  Ask a nigga why.  Cause I own the car that bitch drives too.  I pay that shit and make sure my kids' needs are met.  Now I'm thinkin that's pretty muufukkin civil of a nigga.  So when I moved and the car company called the house lookin for me, I didn't necessarily expect the bitch to give them my new address, KNOWING THAT THEY WERE LOOKIN TO SNATCH MY WHIP!!  Only one bitch I know thinks that makes sense.  Silly bitch....

Yeah....you heard.  Shit got repoed.  Then the bitch wanna ask if I wanna borrow the car.  BITCH IT'S MY FUKKIN CAR!!!

So let's review...

Broke as shit.  No second source of income.  Now, no car and unable to get to my kids at will.  On top of that, depression doesn't even like my ass.  After three days of no sleep, I decided to take a bunch of pills (stoopid, I know), and a hit of vodka to go to sleep.  AND A NIGGA STILL AIN'T BEEN TO SLEEP!!!  WTF?????

Shit doesn't make sense.  Does the God I spent so long preaching about hate me that much???


Can't figure this shit out.  One of these medications is gonna work TONIGHT tho!!

Saturday, July 28, 2012

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Ripping a white girl - Pornhub.com

Ya'll might not like this, but he is fuckin da shyt outta this white girl.  Some creative shyt goin on.  Enjoy.

Monday, July 16, 2012

Not a Bad Way to Start the Morning...

Woke up this morning and couldn't go back to sleep.  This one helped me push a good one out.

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